after doing level dungeon with lvl 450 players, i can see how shitty my damage is, that’s with basic savinose gears from episode 11. and i can clearly see why people wouldn’t want me in their uphill or CM party.
it got me thinking tho, these “boost” for newbies and returnee feels more like “lies” and “trick” to fool us to think that we can “catch up” with veterans. because, at the end, we still need to “bleed” enough to reach the same ground as them. making the game feels “easy” doesn’t change anything, really. i actually enjoy how the game was in the past, when i need to run around for exp cards from sub-quests and main-quests. the sub-quests force me to explore the maps, help me to know the game. in the past, i even enjoy farming silvers by doing Legwyn map gimmick, it’s not much (as far as i remember), but it’s fun to do when i feel bored with quests. the game was “hard” back then, and it’s fine. and years later, it’s still “hard”, but it feels more easy to just ditch it anytime.
i checked the mercenary badge shop, and i thought, so, i need to farm mercenary badge first to be able to buy those CM entry reset. but, i also can only solo CM5 with my savinose gears. in the end, i need weeks or maybe months to afford better gears than savinose? is there any alternatives for silvers farming that a player with very basic set of gears like me can do, without begging others to carry me? why im asking for alternatives tho? because if what i have to do from this moment on to get the real late and end game gears is a single and very repetitive activity, and i had to do it weeks and possibly months, then i don’t think it would be “fun” for me. i want to play a game, not doing another side-job.
or maybe, should i just become the root problem of this botting issue, by being a consumer for those gold-sellers? those gold-seller and RMT-er exist not because the game give a way to them to produce the “goods” to sell. they will always find a way. it’s because there’s market and consumer for it.