I think people, specially like you, take things too much seriously, even games, you play to pass the time, but when you start to let it disturb your own life and even so you decide it is fine, and when stuff happens, even things that one start and others think it is cool or nice to follow/do, then i think you have to start evaluate your own life.
I don’t care if people want to or like to be manipulated, its their own choice, if i find something fun to play, i will play, if it is boring and stupid, i will leave.
You should go outside a bit and take some sun, its good for your health.
Take it easy, not everything in life is a conspiracy.
@Moonspring
I would be playing FFXIV by now if the sub here wasn’t so expensive lol, well the dollar conversion tho, 3x+ the value for me so i will be out for a while, and just when i was almost finishing leveling my summoner after my white mage.