Hey Squirrel, It seems like you are dumping your anger everywhere on the forum. But the people who hurt us when we are young are not here.
Why don’t you try to see things fresh and realize everyone is in essence on the same boat. Do you never question yourself if people are really as bad as you imagine them to be? Actually there is no difference between you and them, in essence we are all the same. How come you enjoy attacking others?
For one I can see you are a strong believer in free will and inherent failure/success. But in reality you cannot fail and cannot succeed. You are always a product of nature, in any given place and time. And so is everyone else.
You seem to project your fear for failure on others by labeling them as fools. Imo this proofs mainly that you are not satisfied with yourself.
If you are Japanese like you say you maybe know this verse:
(Chinese/English)
菩提本無樹, Bodhi is originally without any tree;
明鏡亦非臺。 The bright mirror is also not a stand.
本來無一物, Originally there is not a single thing —
何處惹塵埃。 Where could any dust be attracted?
This says it all. You have a great, deep tradition man!
Yours
GMouser